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If only…


I wake up in the middle of the night,

 sweating, shivering , all startled up in fright.

‘What time is it?’, I look around for my phone.

‘Too late now’, I hear a whisper. ’She’s gone’.

I am sobbing , clutching the blanket, thinking of how things could have been,

had I not been indolent while the malicious Fate  probably smirked slyly at me.

Three months later, a package I had received,

A token from Fate, along with the undeliverable letter returned to me.

The blanket of guilt has since never left my side.

If only, I wish…I could rewind.

This video, with my interview, was originally posted here.